Independence and Isolation...

One of the glaring differences between our American culture and most other cultures is our need of independence. We like to do things our way, to have options, and to believe destiny is within our grasp. We tend to struggle when lines have been drawn and our direction is dictated to us. I know this to be very true of myself. I bring this up because I feel as though I have been painted into a corner.

A little over two years ago, I was put in contact with a faith based organization that places academics in universities around the world in positions of their area of expertise. I was the first geographer to apply with this organization and they were every bit as excited to place me as I was to be placed.

I passed on a handful of positions I was qualified for here in the States believing I had a secure position awaiting me overseas. This, apparently, was not the case. Over the past several months, joyful anticipation has given way to disappointment and frustration. I have been left to defend for myself and with few options.

Currently, I am weighing the pros and cons of my remaining options.

The first is an international position in a remote corner of the world. This position would have me teaching English in a secluded location by myself in an area where I do not speak the local language. No teammates. No opportunities for fellowship. No possibility of advancement. All of this teaching a subject I do not enjoy teaching.

The second option would be to work at McDonald's.

I feel a calling to live and teach abroad. I also believe my calling not to be English, but rather geography.

So my question is this...Is it better to take advantage of the opportunity before me? Or to wait for the next option to appear?

Either way, my options are limited and time is running out.

ps--At least there is no question with my support of the Avs! We are now in first place within our division!